We all have to follow the main rules of society but each of us has our own rules and "morals". I have a pretty strict set of personal rules that I live by. If you've read many of my posts, you probably already have a good idea of the main ones. But as much as I know my rules are good ones and I've had people tell me that they agree and like that I have them too, I feel like I should stop following them. One of my "rules" is that I don't do things with drunk girls. And I mean pretty drunk, not just been drinking and are a little drunk. I do this because I know how often people do things they regret in the morning and I don't want them to regret anything (and I don't think I could handle being someone's regret, no matter how lonely I am). But then I see how a lot of these other guys who don't follow it get to experience everything I don't. Added to this is that the only time I've ever had a girl flirt with me is when she is drunk. But I just can't. Another rule is to never mess with another guys girl, unless they are officially broken up. This too has blown up in my face because while I'm just being the friend while she fights with her bf and considers herself single (but not officially), I get to hear about another guy who doesn't think the same, get to make out with her, until she ends up back with her bf. I'm just so tired of being the responsible one; trying to be who I am, not sacrificing what I consider to be integrity and honour, but end up getting shit on and fucked over, while those who don't care have fun. Fuck. I'm going to go get drunk.