I'm sorry...but I kinda' have to get this out in the open. I've never done drugs seriously until I started highschool. Oh god, how I loved drugs. Anything I could get my hands on...I would do. I would go with the crowd. If you had it, I wanted it. Tripple C's OxyCodon Allegra Adderal Rittlin Marijuana etc. At one point in time, I was addicted to Adderal, which is a strain off from a methanphetamine[sp?]. Pills took me on a ride. A ride to the bottom of the pit. One day I dosed up on Tripple C's. It was a bad trip. I got so scared. I finally gave up pills. I couldn't stand it anymore. So now I only smoke weed. But I can't help that. I love marijuana. It's the only thing that makes my mind clear, makes my mind so open. I'm not addicted to the weed itself...I'm addicted to getting high. It's just one thing that I know I can't let go of There really isn't a point to this...I just needed to say something. I haven't really been able to talk to anyone about my past addictions.