the screaming

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by _Lily_, Aug 20, 2013.

  1. _Lily_

    _Lily_ Forum Buddy

    There screaming at me kill yourself ...they will no give me more medication
    I just have to cope with them the best i can
    Some people think that voices are jins most people on the Islam forums think am possessed maybe i am
    am not sure any more

    They keep screaming at me all last night all today i managed to get some sleep after a while
    I feel like self injuring even though i haven't done it in 2 months
    They are angry with me
    i don't know what to do about them
    Am running out of options
  2. prakash

    prakash Well-Known Member

    Hi Aisha. I have ready many of your posts. You are interesting to me me because you are one of the few Muslims on this Forum.
    I have lived with Muslims and I know the religion though I am a Hindu.
    I lived with Muslims in India and in Arab countries and I know them well.

    I find that you are suffering from mental issues. I know that because your dad killed himself, you became more depressed.
    But think like this, if he killed himself, why should you want to die?
    He probably had mental issues that compelled him to die.
    But why should you kill yourself???

    You have a loving husband who takes care of you. You are lucky in this respect.
    Do not increase the pain of your husband by thinking of killing yourself.

    Be strong. Try to realize that you have mental illness. Try to get help.
    Try to vent your emotions on this Forum and hopefully people will send you proper, helpful replies.

    Religion helps some people with their mental issues but religion is not an answer to all problems.
    Religion does have power to heal, but we must never allow religion to control us. Religion is for our benefit and not vice versa.

    I hope you get better. Hope your meeting with your biological dad goes well.
    But do not worry about these things.
    I know it is easier said than done.
    I am not suffering from mental issues but I know that mentally ill people need support and understanding.

    Hope you feel better.