I'm starting this thread, not knowing exactly whether this thread ought to be in this forum or in another forum, so, if an SF staff member believes it would be better in another forum, please move this to there. I don't know what direction this thread will take, nor do I know if it'll even be noticed much. I feel so worthless. I don't matter. I feel as though I don't have the right to post my own thread. In fact, I wouldn't even get angry if someone hijacked this thread into being about something different. Everyone else here has more to contribute than I do. The words which I write are words from someone so broken, there isn't much left of me at all. The only purpose for my having started this thread, is to mention what I am thinking about now. About how I got to this point. About how much I have wanted to die. About how close I am to death, which a few people know that I am very close. I am about ready to completely shut myself away from everyone in my life, meaning, no more me on the internet. It'll be the best thing for me to do in order for me to finally be gone. I wonder if anyone else has felt like this before.