To whom it may concern, or lack there of, I've come to a pinnacle stage of misery and there's no binding way out for me now. In twenty-four years, I've never known a true sense of contentment, never had a break and never knew how to regulate my emotional ebb. Something's finally happened and given me the grace to accept defeat. I'm in trouble with the law and the Office of the Attorney General. I thought things were starting to look up and I was wrong, dead wrong. In lieu of recent events, I've decided to save everyone and myself the trouble that is me and end my life. All of my aspirations are now rendered unobtainable and have the world crashing in on me and leaving me in a dark age and I was already in the grey, lonely and cold. To whom ever reads this, goodbye and I hope everyone else finds some solace in life.