Wow only... a little over 8 hours for my peace of mind to slowly be ground into dust. It seems I am being affected by this sudden wave of stress that a lot of people here are experiencing. So lets see here... so much that needs to be done I need to finish cleaning my apartment I need to move the last bit of crap out of my apartment I missed two calls from work last night My system caused a mess at work this week I am falling behind on all my deadlines at work I need to unpack so my apartment is presentable for hanging out I need to cancel my old phone service I need to cancel my old gym membership I wonder if Z will call I wonder if Y really wants to spend time with me I need to donate my old van I am TIRED I need to update my phones ringer Will I be able to get Y to hold me Should I find a therapist I need go to the grocery store Is that girl at work just playing with me my depression is leaking out all over the place Just to list the stuff that comes to mind during my bathroom break. It makes me want to go fish out my <Self:edit tool> and <Self:edit method> later tonight. The thing that really pisses me off is how my girl troubles STILL trump my work problems. Easily the work problems seem like nothing at all. :depressed: God what is wrong with me? :'( Sorry all, I do not mean to be a bother.