Constantly suffering. Wanting it to go away. Standing here with a peace offering. To make it all go away. Trying to hold on with all my soul. To keep going and hope it all goes away. It's getting harder. Harder to hold on. Trying to hold on for those I love. To endure this pain for them. Endure it so as not to be selfish. To not hurt my son. It's becoming to much. But still holding on. The pain is enough to break me. But need to be strong and struggle, Through it for them.