Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by xToxThexGravex, Feb 3, 2011.
I've already punched my ticket.
what do you mean you've punched your ticket?
I am unsure what you mean would you like to go in more detail?
Were here for you!
I meant that I think I might be finished.
Did something provoke this feeling?
Everything... Probably gonna go to shit... My fault...
Do you feel you made some sort of mistake you will never recover from?
I have plenty of those. I just try to think of scenarios where those mistakes could lead to other opportunities. But it isn't easy. I admit, on bad days it feels impossible.
I also try to speak to myself on my own behalf, sort of like a defense attorney. "Yes, this went really really poorly, and has terrible consequences. But can I reasonably expect myself to have done anything differently?"
Again, really hard. But so far it's given me enough of a glimmer to live another day.
i think my clock is up as well...
Please try and make the effort to keep talking. Have you tried for any crisis support? :hug:
you may have punched the ticket but you're not on that damn train yet i hope? i hope at least it's running late.
sucks that you feel this way. i hope you come back and chat a while. does it have to be now? can't it wait?