The sunset staring back won't last forever... forever...

[AlexDanish]

Words. Love. I love you. Over time... Like a sandcastle succumbing to the waves, they erode until what you have left is a pitiful monument of what once was. I read into my past, and it's all promises, promises, promises. None come to fruition, they just rusted away. And all our plans... Our schemes. I guess everyone else grew up and I'm the one left with the blueprints to how things were supposed to go.

Everyone else moved on, but I didn't. I'm the only one that didn't. I'm that same, scared kid I was in Gr. 10 in November. Not knowing where to go.

Overdosing on XXXX seems easy enough. I don't know. Something to just take all this pain away. To just end it all. Just... Black. Not even a stream of consciousness. Just... The end. That's what I want. It's so simple.

I want to stay asleep forever

 

[Tam]

I'm so sorry you're feeling like this. Your words are so sad. Just want you to know what you said touched me. :hug:

 

[AlexDanish]

Thank you. I wish such haunting words didn't come as easily as they do to me now, but you know. Thanks none-the-less.

 

[morfea]

I'm not much help at consoling but also wanted to tell you that I felt your words. Hope you feel better soon

 

[Rukia]

:hug:

 

[Stranger1]

Hey Alex,
I don't think anyone wants you to harm yourself..You say you are negative but I have seen replies to others from you and you showed you care... How about caring for yourself.. You have friends here and we will listen to you..Take care My Friend..