I haven't cut myself for several months but I am strongly tempted right now. More in depth: I've been in a stable, healthy relationship with someone I've really gotten attached to. However, lately, she's gotten back into her video game addiction. Her days off are Sunday, Monday and Tuesday. I spent Sunday with her and we went to temple and the Hong Kong Mall together. But, when we got back to her place, she proceded to spend the rest of the evening playing World of Warcraft. I wound up going to bed around eleven and hoped/expected her to follow before that much longer. Instead, she didn't come to bed until nearly 1am. Next day, she spent the entire freakin day playing that game, taking brief breaks to eat, and wound up going to bed around 2am! It frustrates me; I don't want to be runner up to a video game to her. And, the more I think about it, the more upset I get. And the more upset I get, the more I want to cut myself again. I have to admit, if I cut, she would have a hell of a time ignoring me then. For now, I'm fighting the temptation, but I can't say for sure how long I can hold off. I just really hate that stupid game right now.