Just wondering... When is enough enough? Over the past 30 years I have seen 12 different doctors/therapists (that I can recall at the moment) for support and assistance with my mental illness, yet at this point in my life I feel lower than ever. Now, it would be so easy to play the blame game, and I refuse to do that. There are some wonderful counsellors out there who do a great job and genuinely do care for their clients. I am not going to place responsibility for my mental inferno at their feet (although one or two have been nightmares! Ever had a therapist consistently fall asleep during your sessions? That does wonders for your trust issues. But I digress...). I have also tried at least seven anti-depressants/anti-anxiety medications over the years, all of which have had about as much effect on me as eating candy. So truly, what is the point of "never giving up"? I know, I know, if you fall (or are knocked) down 100 times, you are still supposed to climb back to your feet for the 101st time. Persistence and tenacity are important, but ultimately I feel all I am left with is....why??? Why why why? Always more questions than answers...and why is that?!!!