I feel like shit. I wake up every morning, scared to what may come my way. I am just an average kid, just turned 16, and have been hoping for the day it gets better. It never gets better. My parents are the main reason I want to end it right here. I have a sister who is almost the perfect everything. She gets straight A's, scholarships, anything that comes her way, she does with ease. Me on the other hand, struggle with some things. It would be fine if my parents just let me get through it, but they have to make me feel like crap about almost everything I do. Such as I get a bad grade in school, they will say I wanted to get that grade, and that I do everything just to piss them off. I don't know what to do about it. My parents expect me to live p to my sisters standard, and become the perfect child. I can't do that, even if I tried. I can't stand to look at myself after I talk to my parents. They degrade me like i'm an immature, idiot that doesn't want good for his life. I have great friends, but none that I can go up to a confess my troubles with. That bright day when it gets better just doesn't seem close enough. I hate my family, I hate my life, and I hate not feeling good enough for anyone or anything. I need something to go to, something to just make me stop feeling like I would be better off just hanging myself and let all the troubles fade off. I can't continue living my life like this, and don't know where to turn. Anyone have any suggestions that I can use to help me pull through?