I have saved up for my ticket to Greece and plan for it to be a one-way. I want my last hours to be among the pantheon and the delphi ruins and the sight of the islands of greece against the ocean. I plan on leaving a letter to anyone who cares and write a letter to my soulmate (if theres such a thing) and forever seal it. I have given up, life is over for me I was never meant to be here. No friends, no family, no hopes or desire to live, just going to leave..and I feel at peace already.