Had to go out in public to pick up prescriptions..... suddenly whilst riding in the car..... the same voices I have not heard for a couple years made themselves heard in my mind, commenting on my usage of drugs(morphine was mentioned). I'm ok now in my home, but I was freaking out in public. I swear the ppl around were calling me an addict: "Look at that guy" is what I heard.... this can't be real, not after so long w/ out voices at all. I swore everyone around was talking about me-that's what I swore when the schizo 1st hit me in 2003. I had to keep telling myself it wasn't real-I was hallucinating again. Why after so long of nonexistent voices? A doc put me on 2000 mg of Depakote last week. Could that be the explaination? I'm doing my best not to freak out here.... I don't understand why this happened.... I heard voices last night as well. Will it continue? Have the med that kept me under control worn off? If it gets as bad as it once was..... I won't make it, I can't handle it's severity-not again! I thought I was cured, only to be suddenly horrified beyond belief. NO! NOT AGAIN I don't think I can handle it...... and I'm medicated now, but terrified that it will keep happening.