It strikes me that a lot of people on here have decided their fate, and they're waiting for the right time, or waiting for something to be completed. So I thought I'd start a thread where we can talk about what we're waiting for, and how it feels to have to hang on. I'm waiting for my Grandfather's inheritance to come through. I've inherited 1/6 of his property including his house, so selling it is going to be time consuming - if I die before the money comes into my possession, it'll be divided by the remaining 5: my parents, my brother, and my aunt and uncle. If I wait until the money is in my possession, I can leave my share to my brother. My parents, aunt and uncle are all comfortably off, mortgages all paid off, etc, whereas my little brother is trying to start out in life, go back to uni, and he's renting a house with his girlfriend. With the two combined inheritances, mine and his, he should be able to get on the bottom rung of the housing market and pay for his studies. So, just waiting for Granddad's house to sell. There's a lot of other shit going on in my life right now, but I'm in a psych hospital so I'm pretty safe at the moment - it helps me to hang on day-to-day. I'll figure out the small details of how I'm going to get let out to do myself in later. Who else here is stuck, with a suicide plan and a wait before they can put that into action?