The way I am.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by -Sunset-, Sep 22, 2007.

  1. -Sunset-

    -Sunset- Well-Known Member

    I can understand why people aren't happy with the way they look thats the reason they go into all these crash diets and stuff hoping to lose a few pounds and get to size zero. I was born a healthy little baby, yet I have turned into what I am now, an underweight freak. This isn't how I wanted to be. I don't want to lose weight. I just want to be able to go out and wear normal clothes an generally look normal, not attention grabbingly skinny, where all the people are looking at me. You can see it in their eyes, they all think im too thin too. I eat, and I eat to try to get rid of this horrid image I see every time I look in the mirror. Yet it makes no difference whatsoever. I cannot accept what I look like. I have only recently discovered and accepted who I am inside. It seems to be equally as hard coming to terms with who I am on the outside.