Just cut through to the fat in my arm. This is the worst cut I've made since 2006. I can't believe myself. I need help. Why can't anyone help me? Why is every therapist I see completely ineffective? Is it me? Why can't I tell myself no? It doesn't matter how long I go without it, the moment I give in it's worse than it ever was. Worse than it EVER was. I should get stitches, but I know I won't. I'll just hope it doesn't kill me...and pretend it didn't happen.