I'm questioning the this and the "process" as it likes to be called. I'm left feeling exposed, not quite there, very alone and angry. I'm really angry. With myself but I think with other things but I know not what they might be. I'm exhausted too, truly weary to the bone afterwards. And some of what got me upset (what I was working on last night) wasn't even asked about. So why? Why do this? It's sooo frustrating when I feel like I'm left hanging on a high wire on my own, no safety net.