I initially joined this site after two suicide attempts (several years apart). I went to treatment, changed my meds and continued with followup therapy. But here I am again. I know there are success stories here. I know everyone here is strong, which is why I am reaching out. I feel weak again. My bf asked me what was wrong, and though he knows I am a cutter, I couldn't even bring myself to tell him I was feeling suicidal again. And for no real major reason either. I guess I just needed to vent and talk and if anyone has any advice, please share. I have been to a psychiatric ward which was great and therapy which was okay. Any other suggestions? Anyway, thanks for reading.