Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Is This It, May 12, 2010.
cutting again too deep but it feels so right
Fuck it no one cares, my face is next, then I'm gone
I don't understand what you hope to come of slicing your face up.
All you're left with is permanent scars and a worse off position in the world.
I dunno, its just the way I feel right now, like nothing matters
And what of in the future when you're looking at those disfiguring scars and cursing the day you took a knife to your face?
right now i dont care about the future
i wish i knew what to tell you. can you take a med?
I talked to a doctor once but he just fobbed me off, i'll never trust a doctor again
I'm sorry you ran into a doctor who fobbed you off. That's a lousy feeling. :hug:
I know it's really hard to try another doctor when a previous one has made us feel we can't trust any of them; but, seriously, one doctor one time doesn't make all doctors bad. There are good docs out there. It can be trial and error to find the one who's right, and the ones that we aren't comfy with do make it harder to see another, but I hope you give another doctor a chance.
I'm glad you're here to vent your feelings. I hope it helps a bit to know you're not alone in all of it.
Thinking of you.