I tried to overdose on the 11th (it had nothing to do with Patriot Day). And I had to go to the hospital and drink this black liquor charcoal (yeah nasty). I then was sent to Laureate (a psychological hospital) and was put on WO (watch out) for 36 hours (watch out is wHere you are monitor every second and you have nothing in your room except a mat for a bed.) And then I was released and now I feel like I should of stayed longer. What should I do? Cause I don't feel like I can trust myself to be alone, but I also don't have insurance to go back.