Theres just is no reason to try anymore

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by El Mas, Dec 7, 2008.

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  1. El Mas

    El Mas Active Member

    God damn i wanna die. Theres no good reason why i should stay alive. I'm never gonna be normal. I'm always gonna be weird, akward, and ugly so why try. I was at a party right now and i couldnt stand being there. All my words and actions were soo forced. I dont wana fake smiling anymore. I left and nobody cared. Now im drinking alone and all i wana do is get in my car and go smash into a telephone pole.
  2. KirstyMissJimBob

    KirstyMissJimBob Well-Known Member

    im drinkin alone too so if u wanna talk add me to msn or pm me an ill be here, ill try help u as much as i can.
    Stay Safe
    I dont know you but i do care about you
  3. bleach

    bleach Well-Known Member

    Yeah I know that feeling. Isn't there a perverse kind of relief in having those thoughts, though? The world is scarily uncertain when you have no answers for your problems. Even believing your problems are unsolvable is better than simply not knowing. Weird, awkward, ugly, these are largely subjective and variable qualities, but it's simpler to think they aren't. I hope you can change that perspective soon.
  4. jameslyons

    jameslyons Well-Known Member

    My Thanksgiving was terrible here in the States. I was convinced that everybody at the party was turned off by me. This year it wasn't family, just sister's friends at University. The hostess didn't say one word to me. It was awkward and uncomfortable.

    Don't feel too isolated by hard social engagements. We're here for you.
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi El mas,

    I'm sorry you are feeling so alone :hug:

    We all feel isolated when we are depressed. We feel that no-one cares, but sure enough there is always someone that cares. For one, i don't know you but I care about you. :hug:
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