Are you interested in free, online degrees? My boyfriend is doing one for something in computers. It's free, they funnel you into a job at the end and if they can't get you a job you don't pay anything so there's nothing to lose but time.
Hey there, would you go to AA, have you ever tried going there? Do you think it could help, addictions ruin lives and make you feel like you want to die or at the very least depressed and unstable. Would you think about it as an option?