There's no inbetween

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Undone, Apr 27, 2012.

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  1. Undone

    Undone Active Member

    My mind is in chaos, it feels like every cell in my body is screaming for an end and at the same time wants to go on. I want to die but can't kill myself. I can't keep living in this deep, unrelenting depression either. What's left? What is there between the two?
     
  2. spidy

    spidy Well-Known Member

    Hello
    We dont want you to die either.You sound like a survivor and can i ask are you seeing a therapist or have you talked to your doc about this.Youve done great reaching out with your post and talking about your issues can help alot.
     
  3. Undone

    Undone Active Member

    spidy,

    I'm in between therapists and medications. I see my psychiatrist in a few days, finally, and my new therapist in about 3 weeks. Meanwhile everything is falling apart. I'm a grad student and the piles of work is only compounding it all. I have no choice but to go on but it's the worst hell I've been through in my life.
     
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