I've been dealing with depression and hallucinations for the last 17 years. I've been on every medication under the sun. My current psychiatrist is a real jerk but my parents won't let me get a new one. For the past three weeks I've been depressed and suicidal. I really just want to die! I cut my wrists daily. My case manager told me there's nothing he nor my psychiatrist can really do to help me. I can't talk to my parents about it because they don't understand. I see no way of getting better. I should just end my life.