I decided that tonight is my last night alive. I just know that I don't have what it takes to carry on. I know you probably get sick of me starting threads like this. There has been a few since I joined but... I just know this is it for me. I guess this really is goodbye SF. I will continue posting while I'm still at work but after I get home I'm going to be gone for good. I'm sorry... Such amazing people on here. I'm glad to have been here.