my head keeps telling me to do it! I must of searched the internet a thosand times looking for the best way to end it. Why wont my brain just stop thinking all these horrible thoughts. How do i cope with this? Ive been like this for 6 months constanly every moement of the day. I hate waking up in the morning, the only time i feel happy is when i sleep! I cant come to terms that this is happening to me that im deppressed, how the hell did this happen! I really dont know how much more i can take. Please give me ideas tips anything to get through?