have been pretty hard. My mind keeps going to cutting. Before recently, I had managed to not SH for a pretty long time, but I've officially fallen off the wagon. I'm not sure how much longer I can hide it from my family since it's hot and I often find myself having to wear shorts. I don't want to do it, but I do it anyway. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I would like someone to talk some sense into me, tell me I don't have to do it and that I can resist the urges. Nag me if you have to. Just... distract me.