These suicide thoughts are coming back

[Darkdragon44]

After two deaths of two close friends ome to murder and one to suicide....
These feeling of wanting to cut,drink,sleep ,and kill my self
Due to these reawakened demons and depression
Although i dont have the means tO commit
These feelings of helplessness and worthlessness are coming back
I hope i dont try again and Stab/shoot myslef
I want too hang on this time....

 

[Acy]

I'm sorry and sad to hear that you lost two friends. I'm also sorry that your suicidal thoughts have been triggered. I'm really glad you found SF because you will get a lot of support from members here.

You are not helpless or worthless. Depression can make us think that we are. Are you on meds, seeing a therapist/counsellor, seeing a psychiatrist or psychologist? You might want to make an appointment with your family doc to explore what resources he/she can offer or suggest.

Grieving takes some time, so it's understandable that you are feeling low. Sometimes when we experience a lot of losses, we can become depressed. Don't let the demons eat you alive. Keep posting here and do try to get to your doctor's. Please stay safe.

Thinking of you :hug:

 

[Darkdragon44]

Yes I'm on meds and doing better with urges and
Going back to normal, thank you for caring!!!

 

[Speedy]

Hey Mabelle, glad to hear you're starting to feel a little better! :hug: Keep us updated!

 

[Darkdragon44]

Hey Mabelle, glad to hear you're starting to feel a little better! :hug: Keep us updated!

I will thanks!!!