This is what I hear, everyday, in my head... "Please, forget it, people like you don't get the girlfriends they actually want. Give up please." "Your father always treats you like you're 13 years old, and kinda loves to embarrass you in public. Maybe you DO act like you're 13." "At around 11:00am, you had it, you had the chance to kill yourself. Those chemicals were already inside you, but... All thanks to your mother, you're still alive, back at page 1." "Oh well, at least you won't last forever." "Only YOU can be embarrassed, and no one else, that's the law of the world, that's the reason you're alive. A person can wear a clown suit, and run in the middle of a press conference, and that's perfectly alright. You on the other hand, can do so much as cough, and you're a laughing stock. Oh boy, how logical eh?" "Get used to watching your friends hang out with hot girls, because it will always be that way." "YOU can't have a happy medium in ANYTHING at life. Either you're extremely at the right or left, with bad consequences." "Ever since you were young, you were ignored, I don't think that's gonna change, though." "Any kind of pep talk will no longer effect you. You've heard it all before." "It doesn't matter who you are, or how you act, you will always be at the bottom of the ladder." "God plays favorites, or doesn't exist." "All the girls you liked are either getting pregnant, or are gonna get married to a male much better than you. Look at the bright side, at least these girls will have better men than you." "God chose who gets to be pretty or ugly. I guess you just weren't on God's good side." "Let's see, either you live your life a failure and a waste of space, or get it over with and end yourself." "By the way, get used to girls calling you ugly behind you back, it's only been that way since... Forever. Not every guy gets to have things said about them such as, "Oh my god, he's too cute" I can't live another 60-70 years. I don't see anything good in the future. There's a 85% chance I'll cut myself short before I finish "life". I don't care about myself.