its weird,i used to selfharm,like hardcore. and then,randomly...i stopped. now, lately i have had alot of repressed feelings come up and my urges have been so strong. i have refused, my feelings are slowing sinking to the back of my mind but my urge is still there. i am at a point where idk how much longer i can take unless,i give in.just even one cut will satisfy me. idk why,i long for it...but it seems to me as maybe just maybe,my habit of cutting might never go away? eh?