Okay, so my mum found me after I'd cut. I think she was shocked. She helped me to clean up the blood. There was more than usual. I don't know what was wrong with me, because I was crying and all I could say was "I'm sorry, please don't be angry with me." Then I had to go and talk to her and my dad. And the talking made me feel so much worse. It's like a nightmare I just want to wake up from. So today she was acting all weird around me, treating me oh-so-carefully. It sucks. And we had a row, and I made her cry, and I didn't mean to. And I have to stop. Because even though it's not meant to hurt anyone but me, it is. And I can't live with my mum on my back even more than she already is. It's going to be hard. I haven't even cut that much. I'm still sort of in the beginning stages, only started recently. Maybe it'll be easier? Sorry. I just needed a rant.