They may as well fuck my sister the way they worship her! WELL NO MORE.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by A_pixie, Nov 17, 2008.

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  1. A_pixie

    A_pixie Well-Known Member

    They let her hurt me for their own perverse pleasure probably.

    They let her bully me they let her call me names, they wash every surface I touch so it's "suitable for her" they have a go at me for looking at her in the eye I mean am I part of a fucking cult???!!!!

    They appease this stupid **** yet as soon as I step in to stop her bullying my family I get the blame I get hurt I've been physically attacked due standing up for my mother...BY my mother!!!!

    No more though "mum" and "dad" you'll get your wish tonight I'm off.

    Why don't you build a shrine to her where my grave should be?

    I hope everyone spits at you at my funeral cause I'm sending out letters to let people know how you treated me. I'm such a loving person yet this obviously means fuck all to you, as if I saw someone I loved being treated badly I would fight to death for them , ALL YOU DO IS BLAME ME!!!!!!!!!

    That "sister" of mine will be yours as you always wanted, you fucking perverts, will you miss me getting treated like shit???? Will you miss the way she hurts me???? WIll you have to wahck off to something else????

    I've fantasized about killing you both before I go so she'll have nobody and have to be a hooker for the rest of her life, but I want you to live with what you put me through.

  2. A_pixie

    A_pixie Well-Known Member

    Sigh....sorry to bothter you all with that I was so angry.

    WHo needs family.
  3. alison

    alison Well-Known Member

    Oh no no, you're not a bother!

    I'm sorry your family's being such a butt to you. That's really not fair. But that is a reflection of THEM, not YOU. I'm sure it must really suck to deal with, but please don't take your life over it. Your worth so much more than what your family makes you go through. :hug:
  4. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Please don't kill yourself over those morons pixie. A lot of people have losers for family members. They're not worth dying over. Just live your own existence. :hug:
  5. A_pixie

    A_pixie Well-Known Member

    Thanks Alison, the reply means a lot to me...I honestly didn't mean to make that post obscene, I just typed it and then couldn't edit it later :(

    I do want to end it over these people but at the same time I'm hoping the world with come through and it will all fit together somehow...

    It's either that or be a recluse, that doesn't sound like a bad idea if people make me want to die I suppose..
  6. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hello A_Pixie,
    Do you mind me asking how old you are? Th reason I ask is that most states you can become an emancipated child at the age of sixteen. Once you are emancipated you can move out and give them all the bird!!
    You won't have to stay there and take there shit anymore. I think the only thing you have to do is work to show the state you can take care of yourself. I wish you luck and I am sorry your family treats you that way. Take Care!~Joseph~:argh::nunchuk::whack:
  7. alison

    alison Well-Known Member

    Hey A_pixie, just try your best to hang in there for now, okay? Your family really sounds like they're mean, but that is in no way your fault. It sucks, but the good part is that its only temporary. I don't know how old you are, but eventually you will move out and lead your own life. While it would be nice if parents and siblings were always there to help us along our way, they in no way define us. Please hang in there, things will get better. :hug:

    If you want to talk, you can always pm me :smile:

  8. kenny

    kenny Well-Known Member

    Hey Pixie

    Hope you're feeling better today.

    take care. (and don't forget those youtube links... :wink: )


  9. KirstyMissJimBob

    KirstyMissJimBob Well-Known Member

    Hey how are ya, hope your doing ok. if u ever need to talk. my msn is down below in my sig or u can pm me.

    take care
    Kirsty xoxo
  10. A_pixie

    A_pixie Well-Known Member

    I can't find work at aged 22, it's nothing to do with my qualifications opr experience I have that but the credit crunch is hitting everyone I suppose so I'm hardly in a position to walk out...

    I spend most of the time here avoiding my family and escaping into reading and music it does help surprisingly, I just....I don't understand why they put her on such a pedastool I try to help them and they hate me for it.

    She treats them like crap and gets rewarded. They probably hurt me because they are way too afraid to hurt her and it makes them feel less like total failures...

    Is it normal for them to agree with washing everything I touch so it's "suitable for her" I'm not unhygenic I actually have mild germaphobia!

    She sits in her room all day leaving food all over the floor SHE is the unhygenic one and I get treated like I'm dirty!

    Who knows...I cut a lot yday but as predicted, they haven't noticed, which I'm pleased with. I mean they do yell at her a lot but they say they treat me worse (yes, the admit it) because they "can reason with me" what kind stupidity is that??!
  11. Oak

    Oak Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    Hi Pixie, hope your day is better today. Parental skills is not found in books so they probably werent prepared to be parents. From what i gathered in your posts, there is a huge lack of communication between all of you. I wouldnt be suprise if this extend to your own parents. The result is seen in how they deal and treat their children (poorly). Hang in there till you can ensure your own indepndance then move out on your own or with a friend to cut off the costs.

    wishing you all the best,
    granny xx
  12. aoeu

    aoeu Well-Known Member

    Geeze, I thought you were being metaphorical. That's disgusting of them.
  13. perfectempire

    perfectempire Active Member

    I lived in a house like that for a long time. The hostile environment was good for none of us. Perhaps you can join the military or find a friend to support you for a while. You'll get back on your feet soon, I know it. Keep your head up and your eyes open!
  14. pit

    pit Well-Known Member

    Families suck!!! Well, most of them, anyway. I know mine did. I'm an only child. But before you say I was spoiled, I wasn't. Just sick a lot. So any gifts a sickly child like me received were well deserved, along with my parents neurotic, critical, perfectionistic attention, even though they loved me.
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