They understand.. Everyone understands. They know how and what Im feeling. Its going to be ok. If I just talk to a dr, a nurse, a therapist, a friend, a family member, someone, anyone. If I just get on some meds and take it day by day, itll all be ok. Everyone goes through this they say. What they dont say to you is, since youve tried to commit suicide I wont be here for you. You are on your own. I will not help you and I will leave you and your on your own. When you need me the most I will not be there... but.. they are family and friends.... they understand!!