I can't take this anymore. If this is a life i don't want to live it anymore. Everything is so overwhelming and i just can't cope with it. The drs don't want to help me. I got a letter from the personality disorder clinic and they imply i make it all up. So fuck them i don't have to be there problem anymore. People treat like a child even though im nearly 26 for fuck sake i know what to in life i started living by myself at 16. Well fuck you all no one cares about me im just the girl to beshit on well im not going to take it anymore. I know youll be happy about this you win alright you dont have to haunt my dreams anymore. You dont have to go out of your way to make me sad. I wont be your problem anymore even though in the end its your fault i was born!!! Do you feel clever that you pushed your own daughter to this? I might cut myself to shreds i know how much you used to smile when i had cut up.. all i want to do is to make you happy and im just not good enough for you. Well smile now you have fucking won. Everyone just leave me the fuck alone!!!!!! Arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!