I can'tfind my former post. But they're still pushing & I'm comin closerm to the edge every day. It won't belong now! I can't take it. There aren't enough drugs that I have to kill me..... but I won't od. I have more surefire methods. Watch medie. Only then will they care what they've done to me! When It's all your fault! is written in my blood on the wall & they findme dead. Only then will I get through to them! I'm really tryin to. But it's only a matter oftime now. I want to die! This is for real. It's too late now! FUCK IT!