things are changing!

Discussion in 'Positive Feelings and Motivational Messages' started by vbuk, Sep 20, 2007.

  1. vbuk

    vbuk Staff Alumni

    hello!!

    i feel like things are changing - things are happening and i love it!!

    on monday i met up with an old friend - we went for a drive and ended up at manchester airport - just wandered around - had such a laugh! we watched planes (i know how sad that sounds!!) it was ace!! when we got back to hull we went and sat by the river and talked. i finally got someone i can actually speak to - speak truthfully - it felt so good to get things out. it was hard to talk but the more i did it the easier it seemed to get.

    i was so so nervous beforehand. when i got in the car to go it all left. it seriously felt like we hadnt been apart for the past year - i got my friend back. it is such an increadble feeling.

    since then ive been thinking alot. thinking about me - who i am, what i am. im fed up of trying to be what others think i should be. and ive been thinking about what i want to do with my life. still - i dont really know. i think it depends on work at the mo. will see if my boss gets promoted - if he does i think i might go for the managers job - i am really scared about it but isnt that what life is all about - challenges. if that doesnt happen i think ill see about doing something different. dont have a clue what tho!

    yesterday my mouth hurt cos i smiled so much!!!

    its a strange feeling - a scary one cos i dont rememeber being like this - its like things have lifted.

    the past is gone - the future is waiting!!

    I love you all

    Clare xxxxxxx
     
  2. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    This is really great to hear, I'm so happy for you :D:D:D
     
  3. Snowman

    Snowman Well-Known Member

    vbuk :arms:
    That's awesome!! :clap:
     
  4. mp

    mp Well-Known Member

    OMG! vBuk! thats awesome :arms:

    :hug: you deserve it!
     
  5. vbuk

    vbuk Staff Alumni

    also i met this girl - been talking to her for a long time and we are so so close. i care so so much for her - she makes me smile so so much and makes me feel so happy - so complete! i love her to absolute bits. she is a true angel!

    I love you babe

    Clare xxx
     
  6. Snowman

    Snowman Well-Known Member

    :eek:hmy:
    vbuk :clap:
    I present you with a :1st:
     
  7. mp

    mp Well-Known Member

    hahhaha i know i know, you should officially declare who she is, it'd be awesome, oh yea she asked me to ask you "is she innocent?" lol is she?
     
  8. mp

    mp Well-Known Member

    Snowman always beats me by replying first! omg! :p
    :whack: snowman
     
  9. vbuk

    vbuk Staff Alumni

    no fighting on my happy thread!!!!!!!!!!
     
  10. Snowman

    Snowman Well-Known Member

    :eek:hmy:
    Don't whack the snow :eek:hmy:
    :bottom:

    Sorry vbuk.. This shall be the last one.. :rofl: [Hopefully]
     
  11. vbuk

    vbuk Staff Alumni

    and yeah - she is innocent mp.

    can i just say thank you to you two - my mp and my snowy and to jacque and joe and sarah and everyone whos got me through all the bad times. i aint saying its over - but its getting better.

    i love you all more than you will ever know (im getting quite emotional!)

    Clare

    xxxxxxxxxxxx
     
  12. mp

    mp Well-Known Member

    :eek:hmy: that hurts!

    :fire: melt teh snowman!

    lol :hug: lol thats not the last one! i want to touch 100 posts today! i'll be a "senior member" then lol

    aww thanks Clare, things will get much better :)
    I'm so happy now.

    I'm sure she's not innocent! have you seen her msn emotions! she's not innocent! lol

    love you all

    xo
     
  13. vbuk

    vbuk Staff Alumni

    shes an angel!
     
  14. mp

    mp Well-Known Member

    oh yea? a naughty angel, maybe
     
  15. vbuk

    vbuk Staff Alumni

    pokes mp!!!!!

    i thank everyday that i have her and will do my very best to keep her smiling. she is everything. a real precious angel
     
  16. Snowman

    Snowman Well-Known Member

    vbuk.. I'll poke mp for you..
    :poke: mp.. :fence: :jason: :evil:
    I'm the one on the left side -------> :box:
     
  17. mp

    mp Well-Known Member

    oh yea!! she likes you too! i hate time zones lol!
    she's really nice :) I hope you meet up with her someday :) that'd be fun!

    have fun!

    omg! 13 posts left! say something!
     
  18. vbuk

    vbuk Staff Alumni

    ok so i make a happy jolly thread and mp uses it to become senior!! how mean!!!

    thank you snowy!!!!!! loves ya x
     
  19. Snowman

    Snowman Well-Known Member

    Me :wub: vbuk :arms:
    Everyone else also :wub: vbuk :arms:
     
  20. mp

    mp Well-Known Member

    hahaha :yes:

    snowman :eek:hmy: i'm gonna :whack: you, melt you, then drink you! lol grrrr cute little girl!

    lol vBuk, yea :) its not mean, we are talking about your life too :)
    you love snowy and not me??? how mean!
    I drank snowman anyways :p

    12 posts left!