You are pathetic will never be anything you want to be or try to be. A useless waste of a human. I hate myself more than anybody else could I can't fell like the worst person. Why am I even trying to get this out? I'm still gonna feel the same. My life is worthless to me and those around. I can't even get out how bad my head feels to me right now. I'm so exhausted but still not tied enough to sleep. Why am I continueing this battle day in day out, granted some days the battle is less yes, but its still always a battle.