Hello. I have bipolar disorder and IBS-Irritable Bowel Syndrome. My depression and mania are under control as I am taking meds. But my IBS is troubling me. I have booked appointment with GI doc on Wed. I am hopeful the meds he prescribes will work. I am feeling lonely as my wife and kids do not live with me although I am in touch with them. I have taken up a new business but the tenant in the shop is not vacating. I have also met another doc. As per his advice I have given blood for hormone test to chk my stress level. This is also for my bowels prob. I was in America for 7 years but because of depression I could not be successful. Because of my current circumstances, suicide looks like a good option. I don't want to die but I have been left with no choice. My death will affect my children but time will heal the wounds.