first of all, i don't know why i've been feeling depressed. it's pretty much for no reason, and i think i'm too young to be feeling like this. it's so strange. i'm very close to my family. especially my parents. and i give it my best effort to try and be happy around them, but every time i look sad or angry, they say "why are you being so grumpy kay?" or "don't be a little black cloud." yet it's perfectly okay for them to be in a bad mood. i don't call them out for it. it just bugs the crap out of me... and i want someone to talk to, someone to help me but i'm afraid to talk to my family. i think that they would tell me i'm just not depressed and leave it at that. or they would panic and ask too many questions like they usually do when i bring up the subject of feeling sad. i'm not sure if this is something that will go away soon or not, but i need to be able to talk to someone without being judged or feeling embarrassed.