well, when you see strangers in the street, while you go to work, shopping or else, you don't know them. Knowing someone is not only knowing their skin color or their hair and eyes color, it has to do with what we've been through in life. When you see someone you judge him/her by their appearance but what you don't know is: -maybe they are looking for their mother, they were adopted, or -they were abused when they were kids, or maybe -they have been through hell...going through hell for some means nothing for someone else because we simply don't have the same life at all. Therefore if someone feel suicidal show respect and don't say "go ahead kill yourself" because it takes a lot of courage to die. It has nothing to do with religion, we will go to the same place. Why do I want to end it all? I want to end who I am as a person and who am I? well I have been through some kind of hell, I can not fix who I am, I am not addcited to any substance but thinking that I have been through that hell and can not forget about it, just kills me inside, my soul is scared forever. I have been born to a weird family, we say we can't choose our family but we can choose our friends. My family, I chose them, I chose mom and dad when I was with god, because I had to learn something from this life and I noticed that I teach my parents more than they did. In fact, the only thing I learnt is that: life is hell and when I see members here asking if death would be worse than life, I have an answer or a question, can it be worse than this? really? ok no physics or materials so I think that's a plus. I have seen bad people who have everything, they ahve parents who love them....I have seen good people who live hell, why? what did we do, us good people, to live this hell? I think I must have been bad in another life. You never asked yourself why would someone commit suicide over something that happened 10 years prior? the boomrang effect that is...I can not heal from what happened to me 10-15 years ago and I am still hurting. how can a 30 years woman suffer? is it depression? we tend to forget that people don't choose to go through depression, depression comes to them through the events they experienced. I think that as long as we can not fix our past, our problems, or the source of our problems, we will feel suicidal. There are obstacles that keep us from being happy. For my part, my dad will never explain why he has beaten me as a child, why he hated me more than my 7 other siblings, why did I lived this, sometimes I want to tell God how much he is wrong for choosing to send us here and go through burdens in order to learn, I didn't need that to learn.