I'm 19 and I've never had a girlfriend. I've befriended a few girls that I've liked but that's all I ever seem to be. People always ask me if I've got a girlfriend yet and that just makes me realize how pathetic I am, it's not by choice at all. I actually find it hard to be with my friends because it's always with their girlfriends and I just get depressed. I don't have the motivation to do anything anymore, I can't put much effort into anything I do. I've always felt that life isn't worth living without someone to share it with so I guess mine isn't. All I've ever wanted to do is fall in love, as stupid as that sounds. I'm sorry for the rant but it felt good to get that off my chest.