I tried to OD with pills, now my heart hurts constantly now I really feel like I'm gonna die, even though I came to terms with some things. Now I don't wanna die, but I might. It might just be panick attacks, but I didn't have them before I tried suicide. Think twice, all you are doing is crying for help, don't harm yourself because that's not what you want you just need to tell somebody. Don't be affraid to share. We are all here for the same reason.