I'm pretty young by most people's standards (26) but at the same time everyone around me is starting to buy houses, get married, have a career, have a family. I'm not interested in any of that. I just want what most people started to get 5 or 10 years ago, like feelings of acceptance and love, serious relationships, sense of belonging and purpose. I'm not going to end up 40 or 50 years old looking back with regrets about what I could have had or didn't do. I feel like there's a sense of mystery to people who go out young (James Dean, Kurt Cobain, Jimi Hendrix, 2Pac Shakur, Heath Ledger, etc.). Everyone else gets older but these people's image is always a person in their 20s with amazing potential. I'm never going to be anything special but for some reason I want people to think I could have been. I just can't see myself transitioning to the next phases of life, I'm still basically a teenager. I think about this stuff a lot, every birthday is starting to bother me and I wish I had more time not in LIFE but in YOUTH.