Thinking about ending it all..again.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by anasgirlx, Jun 14, 2011.

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  1. anasgirlx

    anasgirlx Well-Known Member

    Planning to OD on <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods> on Monday. I have my neice's graduation on Saturday so I can't do it before then. I don't want to ruin this special day for her. But I get home from my neice's Sunday night and my mom will be out of the house Monday so I will be alone. She finally trusts me enough to leave me at home alone now, even so close after my hospitalization. I was thinking about checking myself into the hospital earlier in the week, but now, all I want to do is die.

    Stay strong, my beauties. xx
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  2. *sparkle*

    *sparkle* Staff Alumni

    hey :hug: whats making you feel like this :( your niece will not remember her graduation if you do this on monday - i can only hazard a guess but i would imagine it would devastate her :unsure: whats going on hun? can you please speak with the hospital again :hug:
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    think you should check yourself back in if you are still not doing well. Your mother your niece all need you well okay h ugs
  4. Suchislife

    Suchislife New Member

    Clearly you have a mother and niece that need you.
    Don't give up.
    What is wrong?
  5. Catfreak

    Catfreak Active Member

    I feel your pain, in a similar position myself. I can't face hospital, was offered this morning. Feel like I've lost my fight. That being said I'm still better than yesterday so there must be some hope :)
    thinking of you x
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