I am thinking of hurting myself... The voices are getting too much. I ache for something, anything... I just want them to go away. But they never will. They will always be with me. They want me to atone for everyone's sins. They want me to crucify myself. They want me to become the savior I was always meant to be. I just long to be free of the voices. To have a normal life. But that will never happen either.