I am thinking of leaving tonight as the Mental Health Hospital doesn't give a fuck and I don't have any "real" friendsa to call about this situation, and the situation I have been dealing with for months(with both my ex-boyfriend and a nurse who made my life hell for having a complex partial seizure, and is now charging me with harassment after I got a conditional discharge on the seizures- that I keep taking the medication that was prescribed by the neurologist TWO months after the seizures). Anyway, I am thiknking of ending it all tonight, s few minutes of physical pain compared to the mental and tortourus pain I am enduring each day from people. Once I die, the world will be a better place since I won't be there to cause any "havoc" orsomcplain about anything. I know you say don't do it, but it is my choice, and given the situation now, I have no choice bu to die. Goodbye everyone, I hope my method works and I end up dead, since I can't take this anymore. Life is just a joke to me, and all we are waiting for is to die.