Thinking about leaving tonight....

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Ziva, Jan 15, 2011.

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  1. Ziva

    Ziva Well-Known Member

    I am thinking of leaving tonight as the Mental Health Hospital doesn't give a fuck and I don't have any "real" friendsa to call about this situation, and the situation I have been dealing with for months(with both my ex-boyfriend and a nurse who made my life hell for having a complex partial seizure, and is now charging me with harassment after I got a conditional discharge on the seizures- that I keep taking the medication that was prescribed by the neurologist TWO months after the seizures). Anyway, I am thiknking of ending it all tonight, s few minutes of physical pain compared to the mental and tortourus pain I am enduring each day from people. Once I die, the world will be a better place since I won't be there to cause any "havoc" orsomcplain about anything. I know you say don't do it, but it is my choice, and given the situation now, I have no choice bu to die. Goodbye everyone, I hope my method works and I end up dead, since I can't take this anymore. Life is just a joke to me, and all we are waiting for is to die.
     
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  2. Cute_Angel_Xx

    Cute_Angel_Xx Account Closed

    Hey Zive,

    What made you feel like this? Did something happen? Please talk to us andd don't hurt yourself were hear for you. :hug: Send me a PM if you ever need to talk or add me on MSN tc x
     
  3. collin8114

    collin8114 New Member

    Please dont do anything...i have tried 3 times...but realized alcohol...weed and antideppressents don't work..Sure i hate life too.But Im calling Detox every day to get off the alcohol...life can be better......With Love
     
  4. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    oh, please don't do it!

    you're very worried about the court case, but I think that it will just be dismissed anyway. can you talk to your lawyer about what is going on?


    what happened with the hospital?


    maybe call a suicide hotline

    www.befrienders.org


    attempts often fail and cause terrible damage. please don't do this!


    I hope that you will be ok!

    :hug: :hug::hug:

    :console:

    :console:
     
  5. Ziva

    Ziva Well-Known Member

    The suicide hotline doesn't work in Canada, and I fell asleep before I could complete my attempt.
     
  6. Don't attempt suicide, Please!!

    yeah, go and have a rest and wake up feeling better..
     
  7. Ziva

    Ziva Well-Known Member

    If you were in my shoes you would WANT to kill yourself. Has your name been put on the news and the news never told the full story, only what would make you look bad? They didn't report anything on my medical condition(I have epilepsy), and all they said was that I assaulted a woman(I hit this nurse while in a hospital bed and she charged me with assault- I wasn't even aware that I did it until a week later when the cops called, mom didn't know either since she was gone to get the car when this happened; the hospital released me while I was still unconscious). The nurse was offered my medical file on my history, but she turned it down and wanted to pursue the charge.
    I have been bullied all my life and been harassed, both online and to my face, and the people who harass me online are people that I know personally, and will the cops do anything about it? No, since they didn't threaten me, yet when we went to court for the assault charge and pleaded guilty(I plead guilty since I was told I would only get six months probation and if I were to go to trial it would be during when I was in school, and I didn't want that since it would just add more stress). I didn't meet the nurse when I went to court, and after the fact I waited a few months then called her to find out why she would press a charge when she was offered medical evidence to support that I was having a seizure during the time she was "assaulted"(she didn't even have a mark on her face, that's where I apparently assaulted her according to the file), she just hunng up, then a while later(about three weeks later), I'm charged with harassment. She's claiming I cursed at her and said all kinds of mean things, which I didn't, yet when I call the police to press charges against someone for online harassment they won't do a thing even though it's proof right there on what the person that is harassing me said and what the person said was worse than what I am accused of saying! I don't feel like someone who has feelings, cats get treated better than I do from what I experienced.
     
  8. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    things can be really, really unfair

    if you get the right support, I think you can cope with the situation and also take some action in your own defense

    even if the police won't pursue a charge, you can file a suit against them for harassment.

    if a news organization published false and defamatory information about you, you can also file a suit


    here is some info about suicide helplines in Canada,

    I hope it helps!

    NON-MEMBER HELPLINES

    State : ONTARIO
    Distress Centres Ontario
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: +519 416 486 2242 (Admin)
    Website: www.dcontario.org

    Chimo Helpline
    PO Box 1033
    NB E3B 5C2
    FREDERICTON
    Contact by: - Phone
    Helpline 1: Fredericton Area: 450-HELP (4357)
    Helpline 2: Toll free provincial helpline: 1-800-667-5005
    Website: http://www.chimohelpline.ca/
    24 Hour service:

    State : ALBERTA
    Distress Line of Southwestern Alberta (Canada)
    426 - 6th Street South
    T1J 2C9
    Lethbridge
    Alberta
    Contact by: - Phone
    Helpline 1: Toll free: 1-888-787-2880
    Helpline 2: 327-7905
    24 Hour service:

    State : BRITISH COLUMBIA
    Crisis Centre
    Vancouver
    British Columbia
    Contact by: - Phone
    Helpline 1: 604-872-3311 (Greater Vancouver)
    Helpline 2: 18666613311 (Toll free-Howe Sound/Sunshine Coast)
    Helpline 3: 1-866-872-0113 (TTY)
    Helpline 4: 1-800-SUICIDE (784-2433) (BC-wide)
    Website: www.crisiscentre.bc.ca
    24 Hour service:

    State : ONTARIO
    (DCO) Distress Centre Oakville
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: +1 (905) 849 4541
    Website: www.distresscentreoakville.com/

    (DCO) Telecare Distress Centre Brampton
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: +1 (905) 459 7777
    Website: www.telecarebrampton.org

    (DCO) Distress Centre Lanark, Leeds & Grenville
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: 1 800 465 4442
    Website: www.developmentalservices.com

    (DCO) Distress Centre Durham
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: +1 (905) 433-1121
    Helpline 2: 1 800 452 0688
    Website: www.distresscentredurham.com

    (DCO) Distress Line Grey Bruce County
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: 1-877-470-5200
    Website: www.dcontario.org

    (DCO) Telephone Aid Line Kingston
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: +1 (613) 544 1771
    Website: http://members.kingston.net/talk

    (DCO) Distress Centre London & District
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: +1 (519) 667-6711
    Helpline 2: Seniors Helpline (SHL): 519-667-6600
    Website: www.londondistresscentre.com

    (DCO) North Halton Distress Centre
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: +1 (905) 877-1211
    Website: http://search.hipinfo.info/details.asp?RSN=10280

    (DCO) Distress Centre Ottawa & Region
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: Distress Line: +1 (613) 238 3311
    Helpline 2: Crisis Line: +1 (613) 722-6914 or +1(866)996-0991
    Website: www.dcottawa.on.ca

    (DCO) Tel-Aide Outaouais
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: +1 (613) 741 6433
    Helpline 2: 1 800 567 9699
    Website: www.tel-aide-outaouais.org
    Email Helpline: plume@tel-aide-outaouais.org

    (DCO) Distress Centre Peel
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: Distress Line: +1 (905) 278 7208
    Helpline 2: Mobile Crisis Line: 905-278-9036
    Helpline 3: Mobile Crisis Line:+1 (800) 363-0971
    Website: www.distresscentrepeel.com

    (DCO) Distress Centre Sarnia-Lambton
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: +1 (519) 336 3000
    Helpline 2: + 1(888) 347-8737
    Website: www.familycounsellingctr.com

    (DCT) Distress Centres of Toronto
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: +1 (416) 408 4357
    Website: www.torontodistresscentre.com

    (DCO) Distress Centre Waterloo Region
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: +1 (519) 745 1166
    Website: www.cmhawrb.on.ca/distress.htm

    (DCO) Distress Centre Wellington/Dufferin
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: +1 (519) 821 3760
    Helpline 2: Toll free: +1 (888) 821-3760
    Helpline 3: Crisis Line: +1 (519) 821-0140
    Website: www.dc-wd.org
    24 Hour service:

    (DCO) Distress Centre Windsor/Essex
    Ontario
    Contact by: - Phone
    Helpline 1: +1 (519) 256-5000
    Website: www.dcwindsor.com
    Opening hours:
    Mon, Tues, Wed, Thurs, Fri, Sat, Sun: 12:00 - 23:00

    (DCO) Distress Centre Niagara
    Ontario
    Helpline 1: +1 (905) 688 3711
    Helpline 2: 905 734 1212/905 382 0689
    Website: www.distresscentreniagara.com

    State : QUEBEC
    Suicide Action Montreal
    2345 est. rue Belanger
    H2G 1C9
    MONTREAL
    Quebec
    Helpline 1: (514) 723 4000
    Website: www.suicideactionmontreal.qc.ca
     
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