Hi all
Four months ago I got convicted of DUI
I just graduated and I can't even apply for jobs because I have to do few months of treatment and also I don't know if anyone would hire me
I feel so embarrassed and terrified
I'm so scared about my life
I haven't told my family yet and I donno if I ever will
I dont want my family to go what I'm going through and i miss them so much but I can't even move back until my treatment is over
I don't know what to do with my life anymore
I just wanna hide somewhere so bad and want people to forget about me so that I can kill myself without hurting anybody..
Each day when I wake up, it feels like I'm dreaming.. A horrible nightmare
It just doesn't feel real and it actually relieves me the fact that I can just xxxxxxxxx that's right across the street known as xxxxxxx..
Four months ago I got convicted of DUI
I just graduated and I can't even apply for jobs because I have to do few months of treatment and also I don't know if anyone would hire me
I feel so embarrassed and terrified
I'm so scared about my life
I haven't told my family yet and I donno if I ever will
I dont want my family to go what I'm going through and i miss them so much but I can't even move back until my treatment is over
I don't know what to do with my life anymore
I just wanna hide somewhere so bad and want people to forget about me so that I can kill myself without hurting anybody..
Each day when I wake up, it feels like I'm dreaming.. A horrible nightmare
It just doesn't feel real and it actually relieves me the fact that I can just xxxxxxxxx that's right across the street known as xxxxxxx..
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