I do not want to get married and become a housewife. I do not want kids. I do not want to be someone's slave and have them order me around. I want to be free and do as I please. I don't want anyone to control me. I am a muslim girl who is born in an western society but still have to fear so many things. I did not have a choice in anything ever since I was born. Everything was already decided for me and I just have to accept it. If I don't, there will be terrible consequences. Being a girl should not be a punishment but it is. Life would be so much easier if I was a guy.