I have been thinking about leaving. I am in a great deal of physical pain that will only get worse. I will evetually be limited to a wheelchair and still in pain. I need to get a job but the pain limits what I can do. I can't do any lifting, I can not sit or stand for any length of time. I feel very frustrated, I can not go on disability because I have not been working but I will be on my own soon. How will I live? Maybe I won't. I could sit and cry for a year. Thanks for any responses.